1. |
Weigh Down
02:10
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Weigh down the air in me
Pull me down
To somewhere far beneath
Where I used to be
Wait for a day to come
When I can lay down
And know that everyone
I love will be at peace
Would they let go of me
So easily?
And I can push out anyone
To get some sleep
Never mend a thing
That made me weak
Just wait around and see
Half the man
I ever thought that I would be
Would that all bring peace?
Would they let go of me
So easily?
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2. |
Spread Thin
03:37
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Tied tongue on a phone line
Stay still and watch the time
Tick by in your own mind
Locked in, I'll be just fine
Spread thin on some hindsight
So long, alone feels right
Dark days and dull nights
Count sheep in daylight
Withdraw on my own time
Missing those from my past lives
Everyone I pushed aside
I think they're better off and I get by
I want to know
Am I only worth letting go?
Is there some good left in me I have yet to show?
I've yet to know
All the things I meant to say
Just got lost along the way
Will it matter if I can't find any will to set it straight?
"You're all alone now"
Swaying on an incline
Settle down just for the night
Born alone and so we die
Just dust to dust with lonely lives
I want to know
Am I only worth letting go?
Is there some good left in me I have yet to show?
I need to know
Is there always a place to go
If the night ends on your loneliest of lows?
All the things I meant to say
Just got lost along the way
Would it matter if I can't find any will to set it straight?
All the times I ran away
I guess I made a few mistakes
What's the difference if we all end up alone here anyways?
Spend all my time
Alone so I
Never have to try
Let down, rewind
All the things I meant to say
Just got lost along the way
Would it matter if I can't find any will to set it straight?
All the times I ran away
I guess I made a few mistakes
What's the difference if we all
End up alone
Anyways?
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3. |
Three Years
03:44
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Three years never made me less numb
Time took so much
The strain I drag around
Do you feel something now?
Life became the words from my mouth
I let them all out
What meant to bring me peace
Became my everything
(I wanna tell you)
I miss you still
(I need to move on)
Pull through someday soon
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
If I get better
Will it take all of my worth?
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
Did I bring this on myself?
Is it something I can help?
Some days, it feels like someone else
Is stuck in my shell
So I write down everything
Hope it all means something
But nothing seems to go as it should
In my head, consumed
What meant to bring me peace
Became my everything
(I wanna tell you)
I wish it'd go
(I need to move on)
I know, I know
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
If I get better
Will it take all of my worth?
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
Did I bring this on myself?
Is it something I can help?
I've got a long way back to what I call my own
I'm all that's in my way, but somehow, I can't go
Removed from the only peace that I have ever known
I'm all that's in my way, but somehow, I can't go
I've got a long way back to what I call my own
I'm all that's in my way, but somehow, I can't...
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
If I get better
Will it take all of my worth?
Is this all that I've got?
Is it only right when it hurts?
Did I bring this on myself?
Is it something I can help?
I did this to myself
Is it something I can help?
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4. |
Nothing Left to Say
03:37
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Spin the room around my head
Spill every word until the end
I don't like who I've been
Truth is, I never really did
Reflected all around this place
Walls of mirrors show my face
The one I watched fade away
Fall into empty days
Gotta learn to walk away
Some things never change
Keep watching the clock
Watch me as I waste away
(Watch me waste away)
Fill my mind with emptiness
Peace and quiet for a bit
I didn't want any of this
But I don't know what to fix
Will it all just go away?
Will this come around again someday?
Harbor fear of what can fade
Nothing else will stay
Gotta learn to walk away
Some things never change
Keep watching the clock
Watch me as I waste away
In my mind, there's nothing left to say
So I'll be here, I'll stay
Shed the weight
Hang my head and turn away
Some hopes carve a millstone
Burn words in the throat
Cough up pain
It never changed
Wait in vain
Some give up not to break
But still I wait
Some hopes carve a millstone
Burn words in the throat
Cough up pain
It never changed
Wait in vain
Some give up not to break
But still I wait
Gotta learn to walk away
Some things never change
Keep watching the clock
Watch me as I waste away
In my mind, there's nothing left to say
So I'll be here, I'll stay
Shed the weight
Hang my head and turn away
Spin the room around my head
Spill every word until the end
I don't want any of this
Truth is, I never did
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5. |
You've Got It All
03:42
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Water spilled on the floor
Filled holes in the walls
Left my right fist sore
Fear of losing it all
Think I'll leave here tomorrow
For a place far away
Where I can bury my burdens
In the bed that I've made
Picture perfect plans pressed in the dirt
Count up every bridge I left to burn
I'll dig a deeper hole now
Never let me out
Take all that you will
You've got it all
You've got it all
Fell like rain on my head
Ran off mixed with salt
"Your silence speaks volumes"
Said the voice in the hall
Think I'll leave here tomorrow
Don't know where I'll go
Just want to feel wanted
Just want to feel whole
Picture perfect plans pressed in the dirt
Count up every bridge I left to burn
I'll dig a deeper hole now
Never let me out
Take all that you will
You've got it all
Reflect on every way I made it hurt
Dwell on everything that made me burn out
Dig a deeper hole now
Never let me out
Take all that you will
You've got it all
It's just a memory now
Watch as it fades out
Get lost in the way
I waste every day
On things I can't change
But I stay
You've got it all
You've got it all
(You've got it all)
Get lost in the way
I waste every day
(You've got it all)
On things I can't change
But I stay
(You've got it all)
Dwell on everything that made me burn out
You've got it all
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6. |
Visiting
02:12
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Further down into the sea
Watching every penny sink
When I was younger, I used to dream
Now it's black when I fall asleep
When I fall asleep
When I fall asleep
I tried, I tried, I could never reach
The things that I'd expect of me
I could never fail, find a place to keep
But we're all just guests, we're visiting
We're visiting
We're visiting
Visiting
Visiting
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7. |
Time Moves Slow
04:17
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"Take it all and go on"
I've been trying, I haven't got that far
Lost myself in a wave of absent thought
Did I deserve this? What'd it cost?
Think they want something that I'm not
Half a mind to go
Stay in the valley, time moves slow
Think of any ways I'd hurt the ones
Who bleed my own blood, time has come
And some things can't just be undone
I see it now
I'd been focused on myself
And it wore me down
When I pushed you out
And I can't change how I'd been
But maybe I can fix things
If you want to hear me out
But if you want, I can let you down
I've been trying to feign some comfort
Trying to hold appearances that I can keep
My guilt subdued without reconciling
I see it now
I'd been focused on myself
And it wore me down
When I pushed you out
And I can't change how I'd been
But maybe I can fix things
If you want to hear me out
But if you want, I can let you down
Would it make a difference now?
So I'll be right in the valley
Where god has turned and run
And everyone I've loved is gone
I see it now
I'd been focused on myself
And it wore me down
When I pushed you out
And I can't change how I'd been
But maybe I can fix things
If you want to hear me out
But if you want, I can let you down
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8. |
The Pain You Know
04:16
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Sunsets on 30 at 5:00
Coming back to where I'll never find
Something here doesn't feel right
(I'll drive all night)
When your only sure thing is pain
Nothing really matters, it fades away
Find something to hold 'til the next day
(It's all the same)
I keep falling into
Those same thoughts, that same cycle
Keep letting them go
Spend every day all alone
Is it worth everything you have?
(You lock yourself up and turn back)
Convince yourself you've got it bad
(Do your worst, stay in the past)
There's something in the pain you know
(Nothing changes if you won't let go)
Was it worth everything you've had?
I wish I knew, I never have
Some days feel just like weeks
Call myself the burden, incomplete
Anything you need, I can make me
(Just don't forget about me)
And I know I'm the one pulling all my strings
But it doesn't matter, I'm not following
Kept trying, but the ends started fraying
(Don't forget me)
I keep falling into
Those same thoughts, that same cycle
Keep letting them go
Spend every day all alone
I'm succumbing to
Every instance of pressure
Keep wearing me out
I wanna know the answers
Is it worth everything you have?
(You lock yourself up and turn back)
Convince yourself you've got it bad
(Do your worst, stay in the past)
There's something in the pain you know
(Nothing changes if you won't let go)
Was it worth everything you've had?
I wish I knew, I never have
I want to know how to make it stop
Be myself again, don't need anyone
To tell me how I came undone
Leave it all behind
Is it worth everything you have?
(You lock yourself up and turn back)
Convince yourself you've got it bad
(Do your worst, stay in the past)
There's something in the pain you know
(Nothing changes if you won't let go)
Was it worth everything you've had?
I wish I knew, I never have
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9. |
Spit
03:55
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Said what you're not
Make sure you're right
Silver-spooned little shit
Can't buy your way this time
Live with the guilt
For the rest of your life
But don't come around anymore
If you know what's right
Sleep comes with a settled score
Blackening eyes
You said you weren't like them
Go and dig a hole for your every lie
Burn all your friends just to get you right
Say you're a saint, claim that they lied
Own up to nothing and nothing
Nothing you'll find
Read through your files
Slandering names
A pool of your sins
Keep washing
Keep washing your face
Cowards die like cowards live
Alone and afraid
Just a sight sends a quivered lip
Red from the face
You pushed out the only ones
Who'd dare say your name
Turns out you're all of it
You never changed
Go and dig a hole for your every lie
Burn all your friends just to get you right
Say you're a saint, claim that they lied
Own up to nothing and nothing
Nothing you'll find
For everyone you hurt
And every fucking word
You'll get what you deserve
Get what you deserve
In every lie you spit
You drag your name through all that shit
Own up to nothing and nothing you'll find
(Nothing you'll find)
Go and dig a hole for your every lie
Burn all your friends just to get you right
Say you're a saint, claim that they lied
Own up to nothing and nothing you'll find
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10. |
Walls of Mirrors
05:55
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"Do you hate who you know?"
I can make everyone around me go
I have made every mistake in every way
If I wanted to, I'd never know
So I'll sit and think on my own
Looking for blame, manifesting disdain
For those I'd let be alone
In the past, but it always knows
It always knows
"Chin up, what do you see?"
A face from a memory
Of times long ago, on top of the world
A day when I'd never leave
Looking now, there's no new relief
Just walls reflecting me
Pointing the finger right in the mirror
There's nowhere to run from the things
I'll never be
I'll never be who I want to be
So burn me a brighter hell
I can go anywhere else
There's a place I'm told
Broken things grow, I know
I wanna go
I wanna go
Looking now, there's no new relief
Just walls reflecting me
You hurt the ones you love
And some sorries ain't enough
Some things you can't patch up
It doesn't matter what you want
So burn me a brighter hell
I can go anywhere else
There's a place I'm told
Broken things grow, I know
I wanna go there
I wanna go where there's anything else
Far from this burden I placed on myself
Locked every door and kept in all my hell
I know, I'm sorry that it never helped
In every edge on a spine I pressed down
Every last instance I had figured out
I miss every person I loved and let go
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know
So burn me a brighter hell
I can go anywhere else
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